Omg,i feel like can't sleep tonite!
Already 1.06am babe! Nasib baik Ahad cuti,kalo tak mmg sembap la mata tak cukup tido.
Why eyh?? I feel kinda loneliness is surrounding me rite now.
I waiting my beloved hasben call me tonite but sgt hampa oke.
He cannot be reached for 9 days dahh.
The last time we keep in touch last week on Friday nite.
Minggu lepas di malam jumaat yg syahdu tu je we talk on phone for about 1 hour coz he quite tired just back from duty.
Pastu dia tak pat dikesan..
I'm trying to call but asik masuk voicemail je :(
Cian hubby..cian wifey juge kan?
Saye sgt rindu dia :( :(
No words can describe..
Saye mcm angau rindu dia lately nie,selalunya tadelah lama sgt lost contact mcm nie.
I know dia ada kat tgh laut,so nothing can make us keep in touch.
No coverage at all!!
Tapi kenapa cam sayu semacam perasaan saye mlm nie?
hmm i'm trying to persuade my self,but no idea.
Huwaaa =( =(
*sob*sob*
wiped my tears for a while.
Jgn jatuh kat laptop kesayangan yg hasben saye bagi.
This lovely toshibalah peneman saye bile mana saye sgt busan plus rindukan dia.
Nasib baik ada maxis broadband ladybird yg gile laju kat umah nie.
This baby blog tmpt saye luahkan ape saye rase smbl dengo lagu besh.
Hmmm..
Just now,saye baru pas gayut smpi panas tinge ngan wifey to be org kapal juge.
She's will commit officially to his fiance in this 08.08.08.
Rupenya my hasben dgn tunang dia mmg kawan mase onboard dulu.
Member kamceng agi.
What a small world kan ila?
We share the same story,the rindu-rinduan wif our love one kat tgh laut dalam itu.
Hmm betapa jalinan cinta ini memerlukan pengorbanan yg bukan ckit.
The unique love story..
Yang saye rase tak semua org mampu hadapinya.
Lately saye dihujani emel from GF/wifey to be seafarers bertanya how can i survive my life alone after get married to seaman.
Ofkos kena tggl berbulan-bulan sbb mmg camtu nature of work dorg.
No choice selain meninggalkan beberapa bln insan-insan tercinta demi kerjaya.
Caner nak citer eyh??
:) :)
Seriyesly from my experience being seafarers wifey..
Bukan senang oke,nak face all the hurdles & obstacle yg dtg when we choose them as our partner of life.
Bukan takat taleh jupe berbulan-bulan but no phone coverage to keep in touch.
Sgt lemah rasenya.
Macam bateri laptop nie :(
Sayang..tulunla recharge!!
but..
Saye kena selalu pk yg positif,fikirkan dia adalah anugerah terindah dariNYA.
Mesti ada hikmah atas tiap apa yang ditentukannya.
Sejak Luh Mahfuz mmg dia tertulis & tercipta utk kita.
Mmg tak dinafikan lonely,busan plus rindu menguasai diri kala suami terchenta jauh dimata.
But i fill up with activity like shopping,internet surfing,blogging,reading & also gathering wif olds fwenz & also new circle of friends from my hottest club called "seafarers club".
Ckit sebanyak release my tensi & they make me happy too =)
Spending time with bakal wifey org kapal,Sue =)From the bottom of my heart..
I never regret to meet him,being sweetheart & officially being his lovely wifey.
I thankful to god to give such as wonderful husband like him.
He make my life almost complete with his infinity luv.
Being my perfect hasben & partner for the rest of my life.
But i do mish him so bad,that's all!
Sometimes,i act like nothing happen..
I just commit to my career,workaholic & etc.
but i cant deny to my heart that i really need him by my side whenever i need him.
Whenever i really down, i really want his hugs.
Saye mau hanya dia dcc saye,menenangkan perasaan saye yg jiwa kacau.
Saye yg suke bercerita & bercakap ini sgt busan bilemana dia tak dapat dihubungi.
Saye nak manje dengan hasben saye..
Naluri sbg isteri tetap nak hasben ada dcc menemani saat suka & duka.
That's common kan?
Sabarlah hati..
Nanti kitakan tahu betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit manapun ia pelajaran yg berarti
Semoga kepergianmu takkan merubah hatiku
Semoga dapat ku lawan kesepianku
( Melawan kesepian by Dato' Siti Nurhaliza)
Sayang..
May Allah bless u always.
Dalam hati kita tetap kan bersama
berkasih sayang biar jarak memisahkan kita.
Semoga kejauhan ini menguatkan lagi ikatan cinta terindah kita..
I just want to know that i really mish u so so much.
Love u very-very strong now n forever.
Honey selalu doakan setiap langkah perjalanan hubby.
Take care oke sayang..
Gudnite & hope to hear from u soon.
Muahhhh!
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