[ Our love getting strongest ]

Semalam ringtone "kaulah segalanya" by haszrul kedengaran lagi.
For long time wait oke,for almost 2 weeks we not keep in touch to each other.
Rindu tahap dewa-dewi i can describe for those keep asking.
Sumpah tak tipu!

Happy sangat i can say =)
Really berbunga-bunga chenta dlm hati.
:) :)

We talk less than 5 minutes coz masetu dia tgh on duty.
Dengo bunyik engine kapal sgt bising.
Dapat bayangkan betapa stress keja dlm engine room yg panas + bising tu..
Poor my hubby..
He just want to tell me dia dah ada line & he will call back after his duty on 1.00pm..
I know i'm the 1st person he wanna talk to bile ada line =)
Tenkiu sayang!


[Lunch hour romantika..]


After finished lunch at Foodcourt belakang opis saye with Eyta & Ezzu my beloved hubby call me back.
This time cakap lame ckit sbb dia tgh rest & saye pon tgh lunch hour.
So many story to tell.. Maklumla 2 weeks tak pat cakap,sekali qada' la kan! Gelak-gelak as usual,my hasben really make my stomach like da bomb =)
Citer kat kapal la,kengkawan la,family..bla..bla..bla..
( Dulu pon terjatuh chenta sbb dia selambe & full of humours)
Muke selamba tp gile lucu!
my sista told me the same too..
How lucky i have u in my life,dear hasben =)
Tu pasal lah dia dah 30 tp muke cam baya-baya wifey dia yg 26 nie kot!


Org kata kahwinilah seseorg kerana personalitinya dan bukan kerana rupa or harta sbb dengan personaliti/sifat dialah yg buat kite kan kekal bahagia dgn dia. And yes! I wanna grow old with only u sayang.. With our cutie mutie junior too =)

Last nite he called me back once again..
Dah late nite,around 12 something.
He just back from his shift work..6 jam keja,6 jam rest..then back to work again.
12 hours per days tu!
gile babas hasben saye keja..
I can imagine how hard he have to sacrifice a lot of things for our own sake.
Kena bangun seawal 5 pagi,kena stanby when he required to do so & ofkos kena bambu kalo ada problem onboard.
Cian hasben saye..
Then,surrounding by the ocean yg gile luas..
Jauh dari family & juge pastinye jauh dari belaian kaseh sayang isteri tercinta dia nie..
Hmm emo jap :( :(

mms from hubby..muke selamba + childish yg saye rindu!

Hubby worklife at ship..sejenak buat saye insaf susah payah dia cari rezeki!

Hubby told me,he really miss the time we spend together.
Menjalani kehidupan baru as hasben & wife.
Cume 2 bulan aje lepas our wedding ceremony we live together-gether.
We share our romantic + precious nite,sebantal sekatil..
We perform solat together..he try jadik imam.
how suwitt!
Sekejap je saat besh tu!


Hubby told me he really miss my special dishes "air tangan pengikat kasih" yg selalu saye masak biar sepenat mana pon saye aritu.
Peveret dia ari-ari sambal tumis pon tape!
tapi saye ari-ari fikir nak masak ape utk dia..
last-last campak-campak je apa dlm freeze..
Hubby kata,sedap u masak..i kenyang..
Hubby senyum sampai ke tinge kena "mandrem" saye.
Hihi..

Yups,i try my best to be his gud wifey,even kelam-kabut juge jadi wanita berkerjaya & at the same time menguruskan makan pakai suami tercinta.
Tu blom ada baby agi kan!
But i thankful to have wonderful hasben like him,very helpful juge orgnya.
Balek umah selalunya umah dah clean & baju-baju pon dah berlipat chantek dlm lemari =)
Cenggitula hasben mithali kan!

Hubby told me also kapal dia dah nak p tgh laut semula..
Whoa cepatnye!
1 hari je kat port pastu g offshore semula for 1-2 weeks.
Tade line agi,taleh call,sms,mms,emel lagi tak bole :(
Hadeh,tak puas agi nak qada' bergayut nieh!
Baru nak menggediks jea.

As usual hubby convince me,ada line je dia call..
I'm the 1st person he wanna talk to..
dalam hati sedey gile dah nie :( :(

But then i realize, i have very wonderful hasben..
Dia kurniaan terindah Allah s.w.t, berkorban apa saja utk saye.
Tak ramai org mcm dia,kuat + tabah cari rezeki halal dgn berbulan-bulan tgglkan isteri.
Lagi baru-baru kawen mcm we all.
Taching bile difikirkan..
I cant stop the tears when i'm thinking bout him.
Suami kan!
Mrs Ekhram,he always presence in your heart!

Hmm all the best for u sayang..
Doa dan teros berdoa yg terbaik utk kita.
Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati kasih sayang kita hingga tarikan nafas terakhir
and we can cherish our precious for many-many years ahead =)
Sampai syurga!!

Familia get together @ My sista Engagement =)

Finally my family getting bigger & biggest =)

Ini tawon suda masuk 3 anak pakcek Mohtar "dirembat",2 secara sah,1 lagi hampir ke situ.
Means tinggal adik sorg je solo-molo..
Ko baru namblas tawon dikkk,jgn gedikss oke!

My Younger sista finally getting engaged with his prince Charming Nazri on Sunday,22 Of June 2008..
Special editing ala-ala photojournalist by her chumel sista..( taken by Olympus 8.0 je oke)


Hantaran serba itam putih from our family ( 16 dulang oke,ngalahkan nikah!) dibalas 14 dulang serba turqoise from his fiance.

Memandangkan me & Ajib baru aje kawen last 16 March 2008,makanya all engagement ceremony gune brg yg kakak & akak dia aje..Recycle gitu!

Untung kan adek beradik ramai,bole turun2..lelagi bukan murah brg2 kawen skrg nie..
Nasib baik ada abg kakak yg jadik supporter merealisasikan majlis :)

I'm so happy coz this time all my siblings get together
Nampak je cume 6 beradik tapi punyela payah nak kumpulkan sume.
maklumlah 4 dah kawen,so bile raye ke apa masing2 balek umah in law..
Like this year,family member dah tambah 2 org lagi,Ajib's wifey and ofkos my beloved hasben..

We snap-snap and captured the moments on that day;
Sedey ckit bile time gambo ngan partner saye sorg tade hasben :( :(
huwaaa..

saye tade dlm pixas with partner ni..
saye jadik tukang "tembak" je sbb partner saye tade! huwaaa.. :( :(

menci la tgk Kak Y & Abg Emi lomentik cengginie :(
patla alik sayang..i rindu saat bergambo menggediks

Power puff gurl tambah lagi sorg daaaa..Baini wifey Ajib!


My gediks sista finally milik org juge!


2 cucu power puff gurl yg buat umah rase nak pecah bile dorg ada.. hamboi kusyuk ngadap laptop kesayangan mak uda??? say tenkiu to uncle Ekhram pattt!

Cucu mak abah baru 2 org jea..
Ntah bile nak tambah!
Sume slow motion je,Abg Edi sorg..Kak Y pon sorg anak dara =)

Ajib?? aritu dah ada..cian tade rezeki bleeding pulak wifey dia..
Me & Ekhram??
Hahaha..tggu hasben balek ramadan al mubarak nie baru start production semula..
Hohoho..
Amin..amin..
Sile aminkan sumer =)

The 6 siblings with 1000000 different character finally get together..
dari kiri Abg Edi Mechanic,Kak Y Chegu,Yat chumel HR ,Ajib Injeniur PETRONAS, Akin tanam anggur, Adik budak skola =)

Happy-happy bergambo teringat 1 family members is missing!
It's my Ekhram
:( :(

Tape kan sayang,raye nanti kite shoot puas-puas smpi pengsan!
Masetu u dah beli camera DSLR utk i kan sayang :P
hoho..bule shoot guling-guling cam Abg mat shoot wedding pixas kite =)

Yay! Just now hubby just call..after 2 weeks without any news..
Happy..=)
Alhamdulillah..he safe & cihat dia kata..
takleh cakap lelame,he's on duty.
lalalalalalala..bole ngengada gayut smpi panas tinge lunch hour nie!
hoyeahhh!

It's Reunion time @ Ina Wedding

Lagi-lagi wedding..

In conjuction of my younger sista engagement last week, saye sempat gak memenuhi undangan makan nasik minyak from Zurina & his beloved hasben Radzi on saturday 21 June 2008.

Dia post kad kawen yg chantek tu eksklusively to my office.
Ijo oke! So nice :)

Alhamdulillah 1 lagi masjid terbina..
Thn nie rasenya thn paling ramai kengkawan saye membina masjid terindah & me also :)
Saye walopon jauh dok di wilayah pentadbiran kerajaan persekutuan nie sedaya upaya akan balek Johor & mengattendkan diri ke wedding kawan-kawan bile dijemput..
Niela pon mase yg ada nak jupe kengkawan lama pon kan!

Saye p nagn sape??
For sure bukan p ngan MyEkhram sbb dia jauh di lautan nun..
Ntah apekabo buah hati manje saye tu sbb dah smggu tak pat call/sms/mms :(
Tapi semestinya dah mintak izin sesiap before back to my hometown..
Saye g nagn Hawa,Emy & Also Nizam @ Gmok nickname dia mase zaman skola dulu..( tapi ko dah tak debab cam dolu la mokk!)

Menaiki Satria turbo incik Nizam sgtlah meriah..
Ko shuke ye zam..dikelilingi awex-awex cun lagi bergetah! ( Awex ke aku??)
Lama gile tak jupe kengkawan lama since we left the SSAJian on 1999..( saye lainla smbg upper 6 till 2001)
Gile setia ngan SSAJ dari form 1-upper 6 tu!
( saye mmg type loyal tak kire apa acara sekalipon,termasuk loyal nagn hasben :P)
poyos je statement..sile muntah..sileeeeeee..

Sesampai je sana sgt ramai kengkawan from SKKM & also SSAJ dah tggu..
we all sampai lambat,peranten tgh bergambo sakan potong kek dah mase tu!
Woweee..so gorgeous the bride & groom in green lumut theme..
Ina seriusly look like barbie doll yg sgt chumel!
( tingat my wedding agi..Beshnya)

Me as usual being the super duper marbles unofficial photographer @ photojournalist takkan sekali-kala meninggalkan camera olympus 8.0 megapixel kesayangan pemberian suami terchenta kemana-mana acara :P
( syg..pat ckit bg camera DSLR, i tgh gian "tembak" org nie :P)

Kite tengok sapa yg kenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Snap-snap the moments;

[ The newlyweds Ina & Radzi]

Congrats both of u..welkam to masam + manis perkahwinan..moga cpt ckit dapat baby :)

tak sabo nampak nak baby na?? jom kite "keja kuat" thn dpn jadik mama!

[ me & shida]

Dulu org kata muke same..gile lama tak jupe ko seed..makin chantek ye ko now..apa rahsianye?



[ Zul,faezah,shida,liza & Emy]

the gediksan moments ( jgn marah ye zaaa..ko kan sempoi!)

[ Siti noraisah happy family]

bilelah aku nak bertiga sefamilia mcm ko CT?? suwitttttttnye! jupe-jupe ko dah ada
Auni Batrisyia yg chumel..aku jelesssss! hasben ko pon ganteng yaa!

[ Mama-to-be Danieya Qiestina & Mama Auni Batrisyia]

Siti..ape petua ko buat $%#&*^ sampai dapat baby chumel cenggini?? betaula..:P


[ Hasben kesayangan Siti Noraisah & his lovely daughter]

Seketika membayangkan how sweets My beloved Ekhram jadik papa dukung myQiestina :)


[ Partner in crime]

semua sudah maju sekarang,makin vogue gitu puan2 & cik..


[ me & bestfwenz,Emy Marlina]

aku sudaaaaaa terbau nasik minyak ko mie..aku mau jd pengapit!

[ Zulfakar,abg pengantin yg menten macho]

ko bile lagi mau naik pelamin ngan nasrah, zul?? jgn lama2 nanti lemau oke!


[ nizam @ Gmok & Rostam anak chegu Mohtar ( nama bapak kite sama da]

hoho..hot bachelor in town..bile daaa aku nak makan nasik myk korang pulak??


[ The blogger Yat with peranten to be in Aug,Hawa chumel ]

Org darah manis tgh amik berkat nak nek pelamin la tu..dupdap..dupdap!

teruja nampak tgk custom album aku & hasben!! tak sabo nak kawen la tu!


[Cik hawa,Puan Yat,Puan Ina,Cik Emi]

rapat ckit Hawa & emy..meh amik berkat bini org neyh!


[ Partner in crime part 2]

gadis-gadis jelita SKKM & SSAJ..hohoho..( aku juge gadis oke :P)


[ Precious moments @ Ina's reception]

"ape no hp ko nasrah???" meh tuka-tuka" kata Emy

Pertemuan sekejap dgn kengkawan lama sgt tak puas oke.
banyak gile benda nak story..
taulah since 1999 tak jupe..9 thn dah tu!

As usual dorg sure tanya saye..
"yat,mana hasben ko?? takkan ko simpan dlm lemari kat umah kot??
saye jawap..
"mustila hasben aku encem lagi terpelihara..kena simpan leklok kat ghumah"
hohoho..

Hmmm since jadik wife nie soklan tu memang selalu kena tanya bile hubby tak bersama.
Adelah lapan ratus ribu juta kali kot!
Yerlah kan biasanya dimana ada isteri disitu ada suami kan?
saye professional je jawap:
"hasben dah naik kapal..keja..fullstop"
Semoga mereka kan mengerti life saye yg g ke majlis-majlis wedding/reunion without hasben.
I'm multitasking wifey + lone ranger wifey oke :)

Juge geng-geng bigo ( org Johor kata) maksudnya terjal/notty dok tanya pewot suda ada isi ka?
Sempat raba pewot saye tu!
hampeh!
isi babat @ lemak je for the time being :)
Korang doa-doakanlah ye!
Lenkali aku dtg wedding korang,i carry my cutie mutie junior too..

Sgt Beshh oke bile sekian lama tak jupe..

Tup-tup dah masuk 8-9 thn gak tak jupe dek kerna kesibokkan study n keja.
Jupe-jupe pon kat friendster..
how technology make us close rite??

Hope pasnie kite leh jupe lagi kan..
Ada sape-sape mau jadi organizer our vasss reunion again pasnie??
Pasnie kite plan baikkkkkkkk punye..g cuti mana-mana sesama ke..
makan-makan ke...mau ka??

Jomlaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Hasben yg sempurna

SEMPURNA

kau begitu sempurna
di mataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku
akan selalu memujamu

di setiap langkahku
ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu
tak bisa ku bayangkan
hidupku tanpa cintamu

* janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
takkan mampu menghadapi semua
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

reff:
kau adalah darahku
kau adalah jantungku
kau adalah hidupku
lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku kau begitu
sempurna, sempurna

kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikkan kata
dan hapus semua sesalku

Huwaaa..tetiba ter melayang ingatan kat dia bile dengo lagu nie tadi..

I dedicated this taching song to my beloved hasben who far away from me rite now..
Semalam hubby call me..
2 hari ada line so kejanya asik call/sms/mms je..
besh kan macam org tgh hangat berchenta je!

Hubby asyik mms pic kapal la..his workplace yg tgh laut itu..
then he mms again his room yg nampak chantek itu.. ( honey nak ikot tido situ bole b??)
Paling lucu dia mms gambo ayam KFC ( org dapat turun darat excited!)
and me replied back his mms with gambo roti canai itam bekfas saye..hahahaha..
gelak guling-guling dia tgk gambo tu..
Saye saje nak test microwave yg my fwenz hadiahkan mase wedding we all aritu..
Sekali terlama sgt teros hangus daa!

MMS from hubby at his ship..engine room kapal :) mcm da chubby je hubby!

Neway terubat rindu dekat hasben saye biarpon jasadnya tak dapat saye sentuh,tak dapat hugs & kisses macam selalu dia ada kat umah :P
Tak dapat mengade-ngade..

Malam tadi hubby call to say bye-bye..
He said that this his ship dah nak p tgh laut semula for maybe 1-2 weeks as usual.
Mean tade line agi la pasnie..lost contact agi :(

Tetibe je rase sedey semacam :( :(
sayu macam nak gile,dada rase nak pecah ( serius tak tipu oke)
Then me cry and cry sampai tertido pelok bantal hubby..
tah hape-hape tah!
gile emo je last nite ( kamu-kamu di luar sana jgn tiru mcm saye oke!)

Lately ramai wifey/gf seafarers yg nak share the same stories ngan saye..
Hmm ramai upernya yang senasib..
Sile tabahkan hati ye kamu-kamu sume..
Mmg sangat payah life without hasben pd mulanya tp lama-lama okela tu..
Buat-buat sebok je..cam saye keja..keja..keja..
Pasnie hasben bagi $ bole shoping..shopping..shopping..
ahaks..i told him i wanna claim my hardship allowance,nanges allowances,critical allowance spjg 3 bulan dia jauh dr saye nie..
hahahahaha..
payah ada wifey org HR nie kan sayang ?
serba serbi particular bab allowance,bonus..increment..bla..bla..bla..

Sebut pasal gaji..
bulan nie gaji dah bank in semalam agi..Baru 18 hb tau dah bank in!
gile cepat ngalahkan gomen oke :)
tgkla sape org HR yg commited lagi berdedikasi tu kan :P
Hari-hari stayback sebab mau siapkan gaji staff sambil blogging juge..
( hasben tade bole la stayback bagai..if dia ada 5.30 tajam dah cabut!)
hehehe..

To my beloved hasben;
Semoga selamat di sana oke sayang..
Honey selalu doakan hubby selamat juge dipelihara Allah s.w.t..
Jangan risaukan honey..
Allah selalu ada bersama kite kan?
Doakan je honey selamat,tak gembeng dan teros bertabah tanpa hubby oke :)
Weken nie honey balek johor oke..jupe mak abah..
bile-bile free nanti honey balek jupe mak hubby pulak..
take care sayang..
love & do mish u so much!

So much in luv =)

Saje -saje ada mood nak post entry pasal saye ckit happy encik hasben call saye just now :)
dah top-up ckit lagi bekalan kaseh sayang!
Yay! ( sambil sengih taip entry nie)
Menganaconda jap pasal tensi sgt byk keja arini.

After seminggu oke lost contact..rindu-rinduan tahap gaban kat dia..
Smpai demam-demam lenguh-lenguh badan dah nie..
Hubby kata kapal dia nak p kat port dah..so ada line la.
Tak kesahla tu yg pntg dapat dengar suara yg saye rindu!

Saye gile bz kat opis arini..
Ari isnin mmg very the hectic as usual..
Payroll weeks dah upernya..huwaaa gile cepat mase berlalu tu..
Rase macam semalam je siapkan gaji staff..
Dengan performance appraisal,bonus,increments matters bla..bla.bla..
Nak repeat balek the step..
ahhhhhhhhh tensi!!!

Tapi napa tggu hasben balek cam gile lama??
Rindu cam nak mati dah nie..( serius tak tipu)
Ke sebab bekalan kaseh sayang dah kurang?? :P
tak smpi sebulan agi dia naik kapal dah lomah je!

Hmm dalam bz-bz keja baru sedar arini dah 16 June,means da 3 bulan we got married.
Time flies so quickly,rase macam semalam resepsi terindah we all..
Kengkawan,colluages & Familia as usual asking the cepumas soklan to me again & again..
Tade pulak nak tanya kat incik hasben..( mana aci!)

* Dah muntah-muntah ke?
* dah ada isi ke?

Muntah selalu je..lagi pagi-pagi..mmg cenggitu lagi kalo batuk :P
Sampai hosemate pon suspect saye telah terpreknen aritu..
hahahaha..
saspen eyh ko taaa...kena jaga preggy mommy on behalf incik sarip..hehhee..

Hadeh..berapa kali mau cakap pewot saye ada "babat" je..
Encik hasben pon suda naik kapal,makanya production terhenti 3 bulan oke :P
Doa-doakan lah kot ramadan al mubarak nanti time dia balek ada rezeki..hehehe..
Kot2 rezeki lailatul qadar kan..

When our Ekhram junior come, harus 1 dunia nanti saye kabokan kat u all oke :)
Musti..baby sulung tu!
Harusla frenster,blog,emel,wallpaper sume muke buah cinta we all tu :)
Saye pon selalu berangan ada baby dah nie.
Lately motherhood instinct tu macam dah rase aura-aura dia.
Kengkawan pon siap mimpi-mimpi saye ada baby..
Huwaaa..advanced lah korang!
Doakan je saye jadik "mama qiestina" soon..

Seminggu dua ni bz bangat..
Last week gathering with seafarers wifey,Dina..
Lepaking at her apartment yg sgt ikea itu..
Ohh Chikot "baby" dina sgt chumel :)
meowwwwwwwwwwww..

Sharing the same stories,we both destined marrying Marine Engineer..
Kena tggl berbulan-bulan,mmg ketabahan plus kekuatan luar biasa sgt diperlukan oke.
But saye saspect ehhh respect Dina lebeh coz hasben dia lagi lama kat kapal..
Kalo saye la selama 6-7 bulan dah demam kura kot :P

Mrs Firdaus + Mrs Ekhram..we miss our hasben so much!

oh yea this week saye balek Johor..
My lil sista getting engaged wif his boypren..
Udah sampai seru mak kata..
Thn nie habes anak-anak pakcek Mohtar menamatkan zaman bujang..
Bagusla kan..bina masjid!

My fwenz at seafarers club pon juge mau kawen this weeks,Fizzone..
Sgt ralat tak pat g her wedding,kebetulan same date with my lil sis..
To Along & Dina sile amik gambo banyak-banyak oke..
saye mau lihat Mrs Firdaus to be juge jadik peranten..
Aritu dia kusyuk bangat tgk saye kena make over mase wedding saye!

" Sowi fizza, really cant make it to ur big day..nanti aku bagi hadiah later k,jgn majuk oke"

Samat peranten baru in advance Fizza..welcome to seafarers wifey club =)

Hmm kesibukan @ hectic life,workaholic plus fwenz & familia arounds me buat saye ilang sedey..kalo tak harusla hari-hari meleleh airmata kot..
Maunya tak, tmpt bermanje saye jauh..tensi-tensi tak ada yg comfort..but..

Everything comes with a reason kan?
Ada hikmah sebalik susah payah kita..
Main reason i could say is..
So much in love :)
Tq so much for all the support guys..

Rindu hasben saye

Hmmm hari nie masuk hari ke 4 suda..:( :(
hari ke 4 oke,hasben kesayangan saye tak dapat dihubungi..
Your call have been forward..bla..bla..kata operator Maxis tu.
(mmg hampeh!)

This entry for u my musyuk hasben;

Mana u nie sayang?? I try call banyak kali tak dapat..tade line.
Hmmm kapal tgh ada kat tgh laut dalam ke ??
Sangat jahat oke kapal u tu..
memisahkan suami isteri yg baru kawen spt kite ( poyo gile statement)

hubby on the ship..sgt takot tgk itu ombak ganas..

I ada banyak gile nak citer kat u..
Nak betau u harga minyak naik lagi,78 Sen oke! bukan ckit-ckit naik tu..
Ape nak jadilah Mesia nie..sume brg naik,gaji tak naik-naik!
Pasnie nampaknya makin jaranglah kite balek kampung i kat Kluang & kampung u kat PD juge!
Pasnie nampaknya kena tuka "power of dreams" u pada sang kanchel jek,takpon kite naik moto aje oke?? :P
Romantik ape,macam kite selalu p pantai PD naik Kriss si Boy itu..dapat pelok-pelok..ahaks!

Yang penting sekali i nak betau u,how much i mish u so much lately..
Really miss..semalam i kemas2 baju u dalam lemari tu,tetiba i rase sayu gile.
Mule-mule tergelak2 je ngan Eyta pastu tibe2 je i rase lain.
Hmm pasnie 3 mths i tak basuh baju u lagi..
Then bile masuk our bedroom mmg tak bole deny that feelin..
Terasa macam ternampak-nampak u sayang..
Ternampak u solat..ternampak u golek-golek baca majalah keta peveret u..
Ternampak u bising2 gelak tgk bola Kat ASTRO..
and ofkos ternampak-nampak u mintak kena manje macam baby tu..
My hasben kan mmg sangat manje dgn i kan..

Sgt tak besh oke perasaan itu..
I tak tunjuk bile depan2 kwn kat opis coz u tau kan keja i sgt bz..
Tade mase nak bersedih bagai..tapi bile smpi umah teros terasa perasaan tu.
Hmm nasib baik Eyta ada temankan i..
kalo tak agaknya berbaldi-baldi sudah airmata i..
Hmmm walo camana pon i kena kuat & berlagak tough kan?
I tgh pujuk-pujuk hati la nie..
Big gurl doesnt cry..
Tapi bile tak pat call @ SMS u dah 4 hari nie i rase lembik balek..
bekalan kaseh sayang makin berkurang nie..beras tade i idop lagi..
u tade i........
huwaaa..huwaaa.. :( :(
Eyta dok pujuk i,dia kata u bz..kapal u jauh kat laut..jgn susahkan hati u..
Dia tak rase apa i rase,berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yg memikul ini oke!

Paling penting i nak mintak izin u nak kuar weken nie ( esok la tu)
Dina ajak i lepaking umah dia kat KJ..
I rase nak p sbb nak blaja buat spagetthi peveret u..
pastu nak carik brg2 tunang Akin ( i kan kakak mithali,bukan takat isteri mithali u)
Pastu i nak sembang-sembang ngan Dina coz hubby dia pon kat kapal cam u..
Isteri-isteri org kapal yg selalu comfort when u guys jauh dari we all..
Only us faham ape yg we all rase..people out there takkan faham..
Sume cume dapat bayang kepayahanya berbulan-bulan tanpa suami terchenta.

Hmm caner nak mintak izin kalo u tak pat contact??
Bole ke i kuar without ur permission..??
Kompius..i tamoo jadi wife derhaka pulak nanti..
Even u jauh,tu bukan alasan i bole kuar suka suki je kan?
I hold that promise,janji yg i sebut mase baca taklik mase akad nikah kite aritu..
I realize that i'm someone wife now..
i tau every single thing need ur approval..coz ur my hasben.
Coz i already commit with u..
I faham & sgt faham oke..

Huwaaa..tapi i rase nak kuar jenjalan jugak..
Sgt busan oke dok ghumah je..lainla ada "Qiestina" kite..
U pon tau kan i nie type tak reti dok diam,time u ada pon kite asyik travel sana sini..

Hubby..
Wherever u are..
I doakan moga Allah selamatkan u..
Lindungi u dari sebarang malapetaka
Allah kurniakan badan yg sihat,can perform well duty entrusted on u..
Every seconds i pray for u sayang..
Mudah-mudahan nanti ada line kite bole keep in touch balek..
No matter what, i will right here waiting for u dear..
Takkan berubah ckit pon..insya allah..
I tau Allah takkan uji hambanya kalo dia tau kite tak mampu hadapinya..
I must proud to myself coz i yg terpilih sbb sure ada hikmah atas susah payah nie..
Hubby kat sana..doa-doakan honey oke..
Till we meet again sayang..

Love u so muchie:;
Your beloved Wifey..~

dua org tgh separuh nyawa merindu..i guess :P

Our Custom Album finally ready!!

Holaaaaaaaaa..
Finally,waiting time is over..
Near 3 mths tu tggu.
Yola pejam celik dah nak 3 mths on 16 June ni saye menamatkan status Cik Yat :)
Puan ke?? adehh..( cam kombang je tekak den bile org pggl gitu)
:) :)

Bukan hubby balek la! bukan!
Dia baru je seminggu kat lautan nun.. Now dia sailing area Kemaman je,kejap ada line kejap tade.
2 hari tade line.

Yesterday dah bergayut smpi panas tinge sbb dia ada line dan hubby kata bowink tade keja so "menganaconda" kan diri! :P
wahhh..bukan takat mengulor eyh sayang?? Ckit-ckit tape oke..
kite bukan robot taleh rest langsung kan..

Lunch hour gayut,balek keja gayut lagi..
Nasib baik dua-dua guna postpaid takyah p top-up..haaha :)
Asyik gelak-gelak,taulah hubby saye itu sgt lucu orgnya.
Macam-macam lawak kat kapal dia citer.
Hadeh~ terhibur hati saye bile dengo.
Ilang ckit tahap kerinduan,topup balek bekalan kasih sayang :)

Hmm back to story,
Sempena cuti skola nie kan ramai bangat yg menikah so sesuai bangat la entry nie kan!
Terasa aura peranten agi ( bole kaa gitu??)
:) :)

Our custom album is ready.. :) :)
Sgt shuke tgk our wedding album yg marbles gile.
Sharp gile pixas,NIKON D200 tu kan Abg Rahmat?? ( Promo lagi,bak komisen ckit meh!!)
Our album Sejibik cam magazine,ala-ala majalah PENGANTIN gitu.haha..
Puas sgt bile dapat pegang hardcopy,selalu ngadap kat laptop je tak puas.
Siap words lagu besh pilihan saye!!
Penin gak nak pk ayat besh ape nak tarok kat album tu!

encik hubby cepatla balek..sgt chantek custom album wedding kite macam magazine keta u !

The phojournalist yg menembak dgn cemerlang gambo kawen kami =)
( Enterprame jugak Abg Mat..)

My bridesmaid sgt teruja mau kawen secepat mungkin bile belek2 custom album saye.
Haaa..cepat ckit ta..kalo ko jadik ngan Encik Tut bukan nama sebeno aku & Hubby sponsor photographer by Abg Rahmat itu oke :)

Sgt shuke candid happy moments 3 stooges nie..wif Emmi & Eyta pengapit yg biru!



aik mana 1 da peranten?? mengabadikan kenangan terindah wif beshfwen..

bye..bye bujang life! aik..saye sorg je ke yg dah kawen?? huwaaaaaa..

hep! anais ngan nina..korang berchenta kaa?? sehati berdansa je..

my musyuk hasben wif his beshman,Kamal yg maseh available :)

Reunion form 6 fwenz,Epol & golfren,Lisa & Eyta..Korang bile daaa??


wif mommy danial haqimi ( Intan shafinaz) mommy to be Nana..kwn skola rendah tu.

Along amik Kaf-ba-ro-Kap-alif-Ta-Nun! ke-ber-kat-tan !!!

Eina & Ayo the matchmaker..tq so much..kerana korg kami bertemu,berchenta & kawen!!

Semalam bawak p office..hmm satu opis berebut nak tgk..
Yg kelako tu yg dah kawen sume kata;
"napela zaman akak dulu tade album camnie?"
" gile babas ko punye album,sampai anak cucu kenangan nie"
"musti ribu riban abes nie..tak menahan tul"
" macam peranten cina je kat yg gambo outdoor nie,gile chantek tu"
" rase nak sanding balek la camnie,huwaaaa"

Hahaha..sgt lucu oke.
To me,memory terindah perkahwinan takkan berulang lagi.
Merancang majlis kawen sendiri sgt stress & memenatkan so tamoo la outputnya hancuss.
Hanya sekali aje oke kawen,so saye mmg amat particular bab gambo kawen.

Tak guna kalo from head to to persiapan sume chantek tp takde kenangan,tak dapat diterjemahkan kebesh an majlis gilang gemilang itu dgn gambo-gambo.
Coz a picture worth thousand words..
Itulah tatapan ke anak cucu oke!
My wedding from preparation,a day before and actual day sumenya saye rakam every single p gambo dan simpan leklok dalam laptop kesayangan saye.
What a camera obses huh!
tak rugi hubby hadiahkan camera & laptop,mmg fully utilised.

For me, Kalo setakat pixas hancur,better i use my own Olympus soh adik amikkan pixas.
Pastu me myself can use my own idea to hedit + touch up gambo tu baikk punye guna Adobe Photoshop!
Haha..

Bukan senang nak cari photographer mase nak kawen aritu.
Kalo ada pon mahal sgt tak worth it.
Lagilah time peak time, cuti skola sume org mau kawen juge.
4 Bulan sebelom majlis dah book siap-siap photog.

That's y mase surf kat fotopages,terjupe my official photogapher dan dia siap dtg umah mak abah kat Johor bawak laptop dan segala custom album bagai saye teros berkenan dan bayar deposit time tu jugak.
Yang penting my photog sgt mesra alam orgnya dan besh jadi "actress" ngan dia.
Bole kowtim baek punye nak shoot angle camana..
Haha..

gile real cam dolu-dolu shoot kat kluang railway nie..i like it!

Dan hasilnya mmg marbles oke!
Dia shoot cam candid aje,tp sgt chantek sbb nampak real gile gambo tu,ala-ala poskad.
Mmg kemahiran "menembak" dan bakat seni betol..
Shuke sgt,niela pengubat rindu saye pada suami terchenta yg jauh dimata itu.
Hari-hari bergolek-golek belek gambo sambil flashback semula memory terindah disatukan dgn man of my life tu..

Hubby musti sgt teruja dan seprais mau tgk our custom album nie sbb his "power of dreams" ada enterprame beso gaban diabadikan dlm our wedding album neh!

Storyboard album mase mau diakad nikah,that grey one is second wifey!

OUr Reception sweetest moments @ our big day!



Outdoor shooting yg gile besh like an artist..hehe

Hari-hari belek pon tak jemu,bak kata Mak Abah yg dah beratus kali ulang tayang video kawen kami :)
Sbb jalan penceritaan nya macam filem chenta yg touching,happy & reflect all the emotion tak kira peranten,family peranten & all guess.
Dengan ucapan utk peranten lah,suasana meriah majlis la.
Sonok sgt bile layan!
Credit to PM line,Abg Zaha agi :)

adek-adek saye tgh jadi tol gurl mengepow Abg Ekhram seblom bersanding :D

kongsi bahagia wif adik,Ajib & Baini on our reception ceremony,gile excited tuu..!!

Abg long & his beloved wife happy moments tgk adek2 dah selamat kawen :)


"Welkam to the family!! " My brother said to my hasben :)

Moral of the story,to the bride to be out there..
Biar kuar byk ckit $ asal hasilnya puas hati utk gambo & video kawen.
Sebab itulah nanti yg nak ditatap anak cucu cicit till d end of time.
Forever moments tu..
Like my bro yg kawen sama-sama ngan saye,dia nyesal gile tak hired professional photog sbb habes hancuss pixas kawen dia.
Bile tgk pixas saye,dia rase nak nanges.
Kan akak dah kata,jib!!ko takmoo dengo kan dan nyesal tak sudah!

Yg sgt besh,bisnes my official photog makin maju bilemana kawan-kawan saye yg bakal berkawen pon tertarek mau hired & dah hired dia pon utk majlis gilang gemilang dorg.
Sume asik mengview pixas kawen saye je kat friendster & blog dan fotopages saye yg tak hapdet-hapdet lagi tu.
( Abg Mat sile banje saye kerna selalu promo Abg Mat oke :)

Suke sebenonya bile org melayu maju dlm bisnes,saye pon ada cita-cita mau wat bisnes one day..Sampai bile pon nak keja makan gaji kan? dan sampai bile hubby mau naik kapal!!

Mehla u all,especially Cik Along,Cik Azie & Cik Fizah Aum ,Puan Dina & new fwenz a wife org kapal to be,Cik Lara tu maghile lepaking dtg umah layan our custom album.
Tgk kat PC mmg tak besh,tgk real storybook baru rase aura tu!
Korang busan-busan tu mehla dtg umah,saye bole masakkan besh-besh.
Since hubby tade nie,bole party-party lagi.
Line clear gitu.
Ahaks!