Doa Mak Abah with MyEkhram..

In conjuction of Merdeka Celebration,I Spend my Holiday with My Family @ Cluewang Johor..
Kelaka la balek kali nie..dgn excited kul 5.30 tajam bergegas g Puduraya tup-tup tiket sume sold out..Last2 Me & eyta decided balek keesokkkan harinya..tu pon dpt tiket kul 6.30 ptg.mmg kesah blues tul..5 thn dok Kl nie 1st time terjadi..Malam merdeka tu sgt jammed coz MIFC still held at PICC..Both of us so exhausted & sleep je kat umah..

Keesokkan harinya..I juz packing all the thing termasuklah keja mengemas bilik ujung yg jarang2 sgt dapat dibuat..My lovely housemate g blind date with his frenz..gud luck my dear!
I'm happy for u..hope misi 100 hari mencari cinta sebelom pakcik sarip ( my Bee) balik tercapai..Amin..

My new housemate upernya2 nak join hari nie..oklah gak..bole ringankan expenses bayar sewa umah coz before this I share bayar with my Fiance.Tapi dia tak dok sekali lah! ilang akal apa!
Tq sayang help me all this while..
He help me bayar bcoz after married nanti we're decided stay at this lovely home.

On Saturday,Attending for my primary school frenz Wedding,Nana..
Sgt excited reunion kwn2 yg dah 13 thn tak jupe..
I meet intan ,her hubby & his cute Son..Tak sangka dah jadi mummy makcik becok sorg tu..
Then Safura Adeela who's currently working at Bukit Jalil..Ahh Tak sound pon dok Kl..Kalo tak harusla join Gath KLCC hari tu..mesti pecah KFC aritu nagn gelak Fida & fateen pon dah gamat..
Jupe kwn2 lama like flashback the old days were spend together..
Now sumernya dah success..ada Doctor,Engineer..Teacher & dasat2 sumernye..
Dah ada anak 2 pon ada..alhamdulillah..rezeki masing-masing..Sume tanye soklan cepumas to kat Me..huh..I dunno how to answer actually..coz only MyEkhram can answer
He did'nt told anything that convince me bout our wedding as well
Just wait the right time..after everything in good condition
When?? Only ALLAH knows..

When "time hingusan" frenz are get together..Imagine me & MyEkhram kat pelamin nie :P

My primary skool frenz are here..ME,Nana the pengantin,Intan & son,Rahi,Hawa,Syikin & Safura..amik berkat neyh!

Geng2 skola rendah Melanding atas katil "malam pertama" Nana & Hubby..Ahaks!

Happy family Intan Shafinaz,her beloved Hubby & Daniel Hakimi
I wish me & MyEkhram somedays have our Aiman Danish cute as this baby!
Beshhnye..Sgt mencemburui kamu Intan!

Amik berkat mendukung Daniel Hakimi ( Intan's Son)Ehemm..ada gaya mama tak??

Attending Nana Wedding with my lucky dress yg menemukan ME & MyEkhram
Nana..nanti wedding Me & MyEkhram nak hadiah lg beso dr nie taww!

Then cakap pasal my Fiance, i'm actually kinda miss miss miss him so bad..
Hm..dah 2 weeks dia tak call..selalunya hari sabtu je dia mesti call..tp nie tade pon..
I try to dial his number..cannot be reached..
Mana Sayang nehh??
Tak rindu kat fiancee dia nie ke??
Lupa "daratan" nampak!!
mmg pon dia dok kat laut..
ahhhh..tensionya!
i'm feel so sad..nak nangis..tp kang adik-adik nampak..
Melayan cerita ada Zed Zaidi that nite buat teringat HIM more n More..
huwaaa..

My adik-adik siap menyakat..

my Aqien & Aisyah: ohhh patotla buntang je mata ko kak tgk cita nie..
ada twin Abg Ekhram Upernya!

Me : Bykla cekadak korg neh!
tapi mmg pon ramai cakap Him seiras Zed Zaidi
& beego (sejibik),Akashah pon ada..
huh..means MyEkhram encem la ekk?
huh..no no..no..jgn sesekali mention dpn dia..kang kembang semangkok.
To me dia babyface & lucu..tu je..tp mmg betul pon suke tgk dia senyum..
Senyuman & gelak "ikhlas" dia tulah yg buat ME jatuh cinta actually :)
Cute yg amattttttttt..rasa nak gigit-gigit pipi dia..ekkk?? gatalnye..

Berangan sambil makan buah mata kucen yg Aqien beli baru balik dating nagn si buntal dia Nazri..Ohh mengingatkan aku pd MyEkhram lagi..

Aku pening..
Soklan cepumas Mak & Abah buat selera nak makan ilang..
Soklan apa?? adehh..as usual..My wedding with My lovely Fiance la!
Suppose to be this end year..maybe on Nov or Dec..
Mase we all merisik & tunang aritu..both family dah diskas macamtu..
tapi..ME in Dilemma again..
Perlu ke aku tanye once again bout this matter?
nak tanya camnie lagi ke pasnie
"Sayang..jadik tak wedding kite end year nie??"
huh..i'm headache coz i really know his answer
ME tanak nampak cam so desperate..Saye tanak memaksa dia dlm hal nie actually
biarlah dgn rela hati dia..coz this heart matter need sincerity & kerelaan..
Lagipon aku sgt faham & sedia maklum LELAKI sgt tak gemar diasak dgn soklan2 kawen nie..
Coz he already know his responsibility..tapi kalolah DIA tau kan?
Kalo DIA wat tatau camner ek??
uwaaa...

Mak & Abah keep asking how our wedding??
Bile MyEkhram nak balek??
Tahla mak..Ekhram tu dah lupa "daratan" kot! ( nada gerammm)
Happy sgt kat kapal tu kot..
Hiss ko neh..jgnla gitu..kita samer2 doakan dia selamat..tau tak Mak Abah doakan dia tiap kali solat??Doakan korang bersama & bahagia dunia akhirat.. Kata My lovely Abah..
ahh sayunya bile dgr dorg cakap camtu..Mmg dorang ibubapa terbaik..

This Entry for u Sayang,

See Sayang..Mak Abah sgt Sayang & concern kat u macam anak dia sendiri..
Mana nak carik ganti Mak Abah yg sgt baik nie?? Mana?
Sejuta Hengget pon tak takkan bole beli kasih syg yg dicurahkan sejak ME dlm alam rahim..
Hmm..bertuah u ada Mak Abah in law camtu..yg bole accept keja u macamnie..
yang selalu support me & our relationship..
Our long Distance relationship..
They always be my side..
They put on trust on me..They always pray for us..
Hopes nanti kita juga kan jadik ibubapa terbaik mcm dorg..
ibubapa??? Ahh..pjg lgi perjalanan hidup nie..
Nie hal yg satu nie pon blur-blur lagi..
KAHWEN..NIKAH..
Mak & Abah really hopes kita diakad nikahkan this raya haji..
mak kata kalo money is the constraints akad nikah dulu cam Ina naim..
yang penting dah sah jadi suami isteri..dah halal lantakla nak buat apa pon!
24 jam nak berkepit no ones bother..

Our solemnisation ceremony again..
Mak abah kata bulan tu bulan sgt baik dlm Islam..lagipon cuti byk time tu..
Then hujah plg kuat,Mak abah tanak Ajib langkah i..
U tau kan sayang..That Engineer PETRONAS sgt eager nak kawen??
Sgt teruja & tak sabar nak membina istana dgn Engineer pipe tu?
Dengan Mek kelate comey yg dah 6 thn dikenali tu..
So Mak Abah sedey kalo kakak dia nie dilangkah?
Saye pon eager nak disatukan dgn Marine Engineer saye gak :P
U got it sayang?


Sayang..
some more Mak kata My age dah sgt sesuai jadi wife..jadi mummy to be..
Zaman dia dulu dah ada Abg Edy & Kak Y tau..
mak kata harapan dia nak tgk ME Masuk U dah..grad dah..keja dah..so nak tgk saye KAWEN gak..harapan seorg ibu..macam ibu-ibu lain..macam Mak u gak kan?
Mak risau anak dara dia nie tak kawen-kawen..dahla dok jauh kat Putrajaya nie..
ME jawap..ala dah kawen pon kena sorg2 mak..Bukan cam org len :(
Mak kata at least i'm someone wife..& for sure u will take responsibility towards me kan,SYG?
I hope so..
Kadang-kadang susah nak kata camana..
Bercinta dengan seafarers..kena sailing at least 3 mths..jauh-jauh camnie..
Sbb keja u yg tak menentu..bukan bole balik suka suki u..
U have to do the best on ur job entrusted on u..
For the better living..For our Future..Our kids someday..
Mak tanak kita bercinta lama-lama then tade matlamat..worst case "putus"
ohh no..I cant accept that..cukuplah sekali frust tahap dewa dulu..
With u Sayang..I always pray every single times jodoh kita kuat & kekal selamanya..
takde istilah clash..tak jadi..break off @ aper-aper pon yg sewaktu denganya once i have u in my life!

Orang kata kata-kata tu doa..
Kita adalah apa yg kita fikirkan..
So tanak pk yg negative..
Biarpon dis lately mmg byk unsur-unsur negative bermain-main di pale otak nie..
Kadang-kadang macam nak hantuk kat dinding je bile pikir..
tapi back to ALLAh..mengadu pada dia..I'm back to normal..
This few days macam down & stress..Maybe sbb memikirkan KAMU..
too much think bout this relationship..
mungkinkah?? ohh..byknyer kemungkinan..
Maybe nie org kata dugaan alam "darah manis"..
nak bahagia kena bersedih & bersusah payah dulu kan??
When i'm down hope u be rite here for me..
Persuade me..comfort me..pamper me..
But I can't get all those thing since we've been apart for almost 3 months
I tak salahkan u sayang..
I tau u pon suffer & tertekan dgn situation cinta PJJ nie
u pon need me by your side rite?
For our own sake,We have to be apart..we have to sacrifice a lot of thing in life..
U lost ur life..to spend ur time with ur family,Ur frenz..Ur car & of coz the precious time with ME..
I still remember bile u cakap u nak kite kawen A.S.A.P coz u happy bile bgn tido i ada dcc u..ada someone care & concern ur needs..I'm so touched when heard that..seriously..
I can Imagine ur life..even though u far away from me..
ME too sayang..All this while..i keep persuade & convince my heart..my soul..
To be strong..To be loyal..
To make up my mind..
To told my heart that only u for the rest of my life..
Even though i'm so lonely
Even though I feel like dying without u
Even though people try to provokes me more & more..
Even though my tears being my true friens rite now
It worth it coz i never regret in one second even when i'm being with u
I wanna be with u now & forever


Sayang..
This entry hope make u understand
what i feel all this while
I'm here waiting for u..
Even some people said i'm mad coz make decision to marry sailormen
Coz they dunno what is love all about..
This love is totally differents from others
Differents with another couple out there
Only our heart stick to each other & colouring this long distance relationship..
I made my self tough & tougher each day
I have to bear in mind..no matter what..no matter how hard the hurdles and obstacles
I have to face..

For u sayang..
For u My adorable soulmate
For u My Hubby to-be
My Qiestina & Aiman Daddy-to be
I'm trying My best..to fulfill your needs
I'm trying Sayang..
Please pray for us..
Ya Allah ya tuhanku..permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..
THIS AMAZING MOMENTS WOULD LAST FOREVER